its been a very long time since i have been on tumblr, mainly since i have been really busy and really stressed… basically my boyfriend and i had a fight, and in the end of this fight he told me he was going to kill himself, so i had to call the cops on him and have him taken to the hospital where he stayed over night and finally realized he needs to get some serious help. which dont get me wrong is great that he knows that now, but i wish he seen that before it was too late. now my parents and almost my whole family and friends no longer like him, and thats hard on me cause i truly love him. he is finally getting the help that he needs though and thats all that matters to me. so anyways after that happened, my mother decided it was a good idea for me to get away for a while, which leads me to where i am now, in Aylmer, Quebec visiting my sister for a few weeks, i have been here for 6 days so far and will be here for another 8, im going to see the mountains for the first time on the weekend, and i have seen and experienced a lot of new things since getting here. im having fun and all, but i really miss my family, friends, and my boyfriend. i really cannot wait to go home and cuddle up to my babe and sleep in his arms for the first time in almost 3 weeks, i hope he understands how much i miss him and how much he means to me.